At the meeting today; the topic of discussion was honesty. And while I sat and listen to everyone story; in the back of my mind..I was deep in thought as I analyze my own self and see if I can be honest to my own self and truly admit that I have a problem. I was trying to find the root of my problem; and all I could find was an answer that I don’t want to accept but yet it is the truth. I am the cause of my current situation and I got myself to where I am; and it is because of me that got me started on this disease that I am still struggling to leave behind.
Am I ready to own up to my own truth? Or am I doing what I am doing to try to achieve other alternative motives?